Little George and I were touring Hayden Valley in the early evening during a mother-son camping trip to Bridge Bay. I had taken a few landscape photos, but mostly things seemed quiet. Of course things are never “quiet” in Yellowstone. As we reached our turnaround point, I decided to take a look at a collection of ducks in a little slough along the Yellowstone River. I kept hearing a high pitched cry, and thought to myself “what kind of duck sounds like an elk calf?” (Duh…). I spotted something swimming across the river in the distance beyond the ducks and sure enough, what climbed awkwardly ashore was a relatively new elk calf, obviously distressed and separated from its mother.
Sometimes, Yellowstone is almost too tough to bear. The same thing that makes us race to the side of the road with binoculars and scopes and cameras also tears our hearts into a thousand tiny pieces. Why do we do it? This push-pull of vigor and frailty, hope and loss, life and death is almost gruesomely captivating. Just as we love bears, and coyotes and wolves, we also love elk and elk calves, and feel a deep sadness when a grizzly’s methodical search in the grass turns up a hidden elk calf. It’s painful to watch, yet we can’t seem to avert our eyes even if we desperately desire to. This isn’t reality TV, this is wilderness. Perhaps we simply feel compelled to bear witness to the lives (and deaths) of the remarkable creatures that live wild and free in Yellowstone.